rampant thoughts

Hi everyone... it seems that my new blog is being delayed more and more haha....
truth is everything is pretty much done, the only thing left is making a new blogger entry page into that site, and converting this mchief.blogspot.com site into merely a splash page...

well... as time pasts, it seems the whole idea of not getting in either DET or DMD is finally sinking into my head. *sigh* i really have no idea what to think of this. a small voice in my head tells me... "hey, you at least made it into IT, cheer up man"... but then, it still remains a fact that i wasn't good enough to get into either of those courses..... it all boils down to this like yea?
i wasnt good enough....................

heck, no point crying over spilt milk right? lol... yet, like the nagging voice of Creshinibon, sumthing keeps telling me to give up, to throw everything i've worked for away, to crawl into a corner and waste my life away. of course, i wont give in like this. no on this dream of mine... it might come to past yet!

watch out NYP, your best IT student has arrived! (heh.. i sound like Naruto)