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hmm today... went out with the usual ... was like.. trying to hide all this feelings.. actually succeeded... for a while... heck... now everytime we are together i see the lines so clearly... after like half the day i cant take it.. the shield juz kinda evaporated.. no more strength to put that stupid mask on liaoz... xpect for the next few days i be like that
next few lines i write in 'invisible ink' *shrug* whether u figure out how to read it its ur business
everytime i look at him now i feel this thin wavering connection.. somehow.. for some reasons.. i feel the gap b/w us widening.. the ropes to the bridge.. is straining on my side.. i dunno y.. i juz cant take it.. dun take me wrong.. i'm not jealous or anything.. but... haiz.. that link... didnt it use to be strong? didnt it use to be alway use to be so busy? now its so quiet....i know y.. i understand that it wont be the same ...but...

-a sad n lonely boy