worries - edited

ok... my first serious post :) ... mm wat to say and wat not to say leh? *tink* haiz watever... been bored at home yea... and fustrated at failed attempts to introduce a left side-bar ...
abit of confused over my feelings now... yh says its puberty thing... oh well *shrug* hopefully i dun get another relationship that ends up like the last one *shiver* haiz dis few days always get the lonely feeling... especially on that day the bbq thing? hfeel like there should be another person sitting beside me... now u know y i so moody on pris bbq when playing at the sands... feel so........empty....
den noe tonight.. getting a new feeling... mm dunno how to describe... laz time com online always got one person there waiting to chat with me... now? haiz .... lonely lor thats all i can say. like sumthing missing from my life liddat.
so sianz stuck at home.. nobody to go out with... dunno y i am no longer able to go out alone like i did last time.. maybe got used to going out with a friend(s)? haha lolx... now trying to get a diaryland page :P i cant seem to go in at a non-busy time lol wonder how hl does it....
schoolwork still havent touch yet... mmm maybe should get yh go library with me do hw haha pull him along... i know he havent started on anyhting yet....have u?